1st: an apology
after read a comment by anonymous in my previous entry, i cried my heart out (T_T)... hahahaha silly me. this is my first time getting such a harsh negative (from my point of view) comment from someone i didn't know. well, first time was always harder. and i'm sure will be getting it again next time.
from the start i always knew that i'll be getting a comment that different from my point of view. and that the purpose of me setting the blog like that. and look at me now. hahaha getting silly over some comment.
it partially ruin my day because i read it very early in the morning while preparing some food for our picnic and it bothered me much. i nearly cancel our picnic because of that, but luckily not. and i have much fun today until it heal my open wound V(^__^)V.
well, aku promise dgn anak buah en.bee nak bawa mereka pergi zoo, berkelah dan tengok wayang. maybe ada hikmahnye bila kita tak mungkir janji yg kita buat dengan budak2 (kalau dengan en.bee sorg, mungkin aku dah cancel tadi, huhuhu). patut la ada yg kata bila letih2 balik kerja, tengok muka anak terus hilang rasa penat tu.... it really true. i had fun today and happy, and rasional back.
ye la kan... mula2 tu emo gile masa baca komen dia. tipu la kalau tak rasa marah. but then, why should i. if i want to get a bold comment (that maybe can improve me and makes me a better insan), i'll better be prepare.... it's my goal.
yes, i admit there (in my reply comment) maybe aku ni manusia yg bertalam dua muka or hipokrit.... hm, i'm not like others who can speak-up and stand-up for themselves, truly i'm not. i'm a person who avoid confrontation (especially face to face) because i'm afraid to hurt someone feeling. if that you call hipokrit, then yes, maybe i'm. but then, if you accuse me of jealousy.... i don't know. i'm not....
am i jelous of her getting a man of her dream? definitely not. coz my dream man type was different from her (and i'm half way to him).
am i jelous of the attention she get from everyone? well. i think not. because all the attention makes me uneasy.
am i jelous of her life? i do not know. maybe in my subconscious mind i've been jelous. it's really bother me because i do not want to.... why would i? some of you know how i love my life now. memang la there is always some part that i want to change to be a better person of course.
back to the real bussiness, if by writing like that i hurt someone feeling, i really apologise. apology the person related to that, or others....
i admit, by writing like that, i break my own rules that "never to say bad thing @ comment to other that may hurt him/her. if i don't have anything good to say just shut my mouth".
but writing is like a therapy to me (and some other people). people like us tend to pour out heart out by writing than raging it out to others. different people have different way to unwind. but then, friends, don't be affaid to comment on me if you think i'm wrong. i welcome an honest advice. i'm a person who said @ write all, and then forgive and forget (unless the same things happens again). hahaha, same like when i have disaggrement with my parents.... after write about it and it out of my system, i'll be fine. i love them again.... it better to rave it here to the people who do not know me or them, than fight with my parents. it's my method to release the stress...
to anonymous, why don't you leave a link. what are you afraid of? do we know each other personally that you want to avoid face to face confrontation? hahaha, we have a similarity here you know. anyways, thanks for the advise.
okeh, been said all that, lets move to other story.
2nd: a movie review.
td tk cerita x-men. at first aku nak tengok kungfu panda2 sbb cerita tu definitely sesuai untuk kanak2 bawah 10 tahun. tp en.bee malas nak tunggu sbb lambat lagi start. jd dia beli la tiket x-men. kesian budak2 tu. aku ni tak pe la sbb memang kipas-susah-mati cerita ni..... hahahah
rating aku bagi: 9.5 out of 10.
hahahaha. tolak 0.5 tu sbb banyak cakap dari aksi, ramai yg bosan. tp aku suke, sbb by that, i can understand the story better... huhuu, plan to buy the DVD untuk melengkapkan koleksi x-men ku. oh, dari movie ni kita tahu the begining of magneto and profesor x. tp wolverine (i'm die hard fan wolverine) kuar sikit je. 1 scene dgn 1 baris ayat. tp tak pe. aku tetap suke....
balik2 lepas tu terus tengok astro ceria cite ni...... best. banyak kali dah tengok, tetap tak bosan.... mcm home alone jugak, dennis the menace memang fun.
aku memang suke this kind of story tau... tentang telatah kanak2 yg bijak. this kind of story makes me laugh and forget all the problems.
Last: wedding progress
sekarang tengah DIY brooch bouquet. but very slow. hahahah. i was inspired by cik lijah. hehehe. slow2 pun tak pe la. janji boleh siap (*_*") , harap2 lah siap. hahaha.
thats all for today. thanks for reading.